4:30pm:Its been a hard day for Mom today. She is in quite a daze. I sure wish I could get insie her mind and really see what she is thinking. This afternoon she seems so sad and seems to be in a fog. She looks like she just doesn't have anymore fight left in her. She ususually loves to take her two little pomeranians for a walk around our inclosed area in her little doggie buggy, but today she said she just wasn't up for it. She stepped outside for a few mins. to get some air. When I went to see where she was, she was walking around in a daze calling for our Dad to help her who passed away in early November last year. I had her come and sit on a bench that my Dad use to love to sit on to get some fresh air. I sat with her for a few moments and we had something cold to drink.
After almost destroying our relationship I have learned how to deal with her desease with patience, love, and kindness even if it isn't always easy (and believe me some days can be just rotten). I'm finding that that her positive side is getting a little easier to access. Believe me it's like riding on a rollercoaster. To be continued.........
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